Either perish or rule, don't be static

I was lost in fast moving life for past some time and was not at all ready to slow down, hence the long delay in scribbling another post in my new virtual incarnation i.e. in my blog.

I was pushed back and fixed in a tight corner many times in past some day at both personal and professional front and was not able to figure out how to live pass all this. My well crafted hectic schedule was not helping me out to figure out a solution either. Consequence was reflecting in the form of an unnecessary stress. It is when I decided to slow down in life a bit and took a small break to revive myself.

Like a great person has rightly said that if you are not spending some time with you in a day, you are missing a great company. So, at times, break means to block all the roads reaching to you for everyone and let yourself enjoy your own company and that's exactly I opted for.

A philosopher has said that If you are not able to find out a solution for future in today, try to search for it in history. The old pages have never been best of my friends, it bores me to death so I thought of going down the memory lane and remember good old days, which are engrossed so deeply in my subconscious mind that I can clearly see it whenever I feel like or whenever I give myself a chance to laugh and feel ecstatic about life.

An array of incidents flashed in front of my closed eyes in a jiffy and while laughing my heart out, I realized a pattern in these incidents. Almost all of these moments which is crystal clear in my head and still alive as if, I am still living them, are the moments when bunch of we friends, who can aptly be termed as "moron" now, not only challenged the status quo but went beyond it. When we scribbled our own rule book of right and wrong, when we were caught of doing something, which was not the ideal solution but the only solution left for us and in most of the instances we were in deep shit... :)

I tried very hard but was unable to bring a day alive in my memory which was an average day. When while in school, I went to school well prepared and didn't do any mischievous activity or while in college a day when we just shared jokes, did nothing and returned to home. It is not because, I was a spoiled brat in my school days and never let a single day went by without doing something naughty or all days were very happening during my college days, it is because I don't remember those average days today, when everything was so hunky dory.

Life is nothing but a collection of these memories. A day, when you break all the laws to achieve your dreams. When faux pas is just a word for you which was coined by a society that has never lived and is ready to accept you only on a condition that you do the same. When you are so confident in present that you are ready to take chances even if it means that you need to put your future on stake. Days, when you put your entire efforts in living in today and don't bother about the future because you realized that tomorrow never comes and if it comes, you are capable of handling it. The golden times of life were always those days when we really took chances and tried to follow our heart instead of well defined rule books.

This small break gave me a solution, I was trying to find out for so long. I can be pushed back for a while, can be fixed in a tight corner but can't be stopped in making efforts in realizing my dreams. I have chosen to make efforts to rule even if it means I get perished in the process.

It is an old belief that during our last moments the entire life will flash in front of us, I hope, I won't see myself sitting in a cubical and dragging my feet on files and counting how much money I have in my bank. Instead, I would love to see myself cackling and enjoying the ride till the D-day so that I can peacefully close my eyes saying I don't have regret, for, I have been in every highways, I have seen every single thing crafted by Almighty and created by human being. I have "Enjoyed my journey", hence I am no longer bother about the destination..... Amen!!... :)